Sorry I know I posted a lot, but I needed to get this out.
I normally don t rant on here so sorry. If you don t wanna read you don t have to. .
Rant: I am really upset bc like, I feel like I m being used.
Low key, it s getting angering now.
At first it was upsetting and it hurt me, but lordy.
Look, I give a lot. If you ran out of gas and I had money, you would have gas.
If you saw something you really wanted, I d buy it for you at some point if we re close.
But don t expect me to give and give with no return.
All I want is kindness back. I don t want you to look at me and be like "so are you going to buy this for me or?" I love making people smile and laugh, it s really great to me. That s why I act like an idiot and mess around.
Peoples smiles are the best part of my day, but I need to be taken seriously at times too.
I had a friend who ranted to me 24/7 but if I needed to rant, they d shut me off.
I don t do that anymore. I feel like some people I really care about don t know me.
Like yeah, you see me when my ADHD is at its highest, but like??? I just used to give everyone my hand, then an arm, plus a leg or two. It hurt me and I felt weighed down.
As crappy as this sounds, be selfish at times and make boundaries. It s healthier for you.
I love people who are kind to me, I ll be kind right back. I love making people happy, but it gets to a point were once it makes me sad and angry to the point were I m having problems functioning, it has to stop.
Anyways, that s all I had to say. Hopefully you guys understand and don t think of me as an asshole for being tried of watching people use me.
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